Honey I can’t answer that and even if I could, I wouldn’t. I won’t ever help someone find blades because I would only be helping them progress further down the road to addiction and pain. Please think about what you are doing when you want to grab a blade and cut. Please put the blade down and think. Please don’t hurt yourself anymore. It is a horrible road to travel down and I don’t want you to get hurt anymore.
Message me again if you ever need anything or just want to talk.